“I’m going to wear down this pencil.” – Title from a page in my red book (Tuesday 2nd February 2021)
I want to express being. To feel one’s self. Owning the life given to us.
In the bottom of your chest between your lungs, in front of your spine there is a place where you can sometimes understand your being. To consciously attend this space with thought, it can bring you health.
Lower your light, listen to softness, find comfort. In this sense of yourself and your being free your feeling.
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Happen to have what is in front of you. Take pride in your action and assurance in your intention.
Your value may lie behind your feeling. Your worth is the force of your intention, varying on a limitless scale. Collect what you love through the pages of a book, through recording your expression as what may be felt and experienced, when left unattended, can never be lost but can become so hidden that it might never be found again.
Take pride in your intention and assurance in your action.
Do I have to write about my own audio?
- Expressing information that has already been expressed can result in a decrease of the subject’s impact.
It can also allow a more specific way of thinking to be understood regarding what’s been heard. I find this process to be a labour.
In college a tutor asked us to write a “strap line” for ourselves. The tutor said that the best “strap lines” have no more than ten words and they described some thing. I had this thought then, that to describe myself would be an embarrassment and it would weaken my assurance. I wrote; “The more you explain something the cheaper it will become”.
I’ve handed in my notice for my job after 4 weeks of my second year of uni. It was not possible to work on both of them successfully at the same time. I feel as though the paid job was stealing my time and after talking to family I was advised to leave so as to fully focus on my uni work. I now need to park this thought and begin properly.
Am I far too gone
I’m not too far gone, I’ve done more in less time.
To have been pushed so far to one side when what is needed is far too feet from view, can we move to the centre position once more?
What is standing in my way is context and reason but what’s to say they weigh too much to move?
Move.
14th November 2021